return to wholeness: awakening identity in creation

this week brings us into a quiet, weightless space - one where words begin to fall away and something deeper is remembered. the recording for this chapter moves through the undefined field, where presence alone speaks. here, we begin to gently face the truth of free will as the foundation of our experience.

we are not victims of illusion—we chose this. not in blame, but in Truth. the dream of fear, separation, and time is a projection of the mind that sought something “other” than what is. that mind is ours. this chapter is a call to recognize the immense creative power of your will. not just as an abstract idea, but as the very mechanism by which your reality is formed and sustained.

this is the undoing of the idea that someone else did this to us. no hidden force, no external being has authored this dream. only we, through the quiet but potent power of choice, keep it in motion. and we are always free to choose again. we must choose again.

as you soften into stillness this week, you’re invited to make space for remembrance. not just of what you are, but of the choice you made to seem like you are not. in that recognition is your return to power. in that power is your joy. and in that joy is your freedom to stop choosing fear, and to choose love again, and again, and again.

This week’s transmission guides us into the deep release of stories we’ve held as self — stories of limitation, trauma, and separation. We gently but powerfully unweave the phantom threads of false identity, learning to shift perception in real-time and reclaim our awareness as peace, now.

Through sacred burning, memory unraveling, and energetic witnessing, we dissolve time-based structures and rest in our eternal presence. We explore how resistance, doubt, and dissatisfaction are not signs of failure, but invitations to see through illusion and remember what is already true: we are whole, we are safe, and we are one.

This week opens us to interdimensional reunion — with our higher aspects, elemental forces, and unseen forms of life beyond human structure. We are asked to release all defenses against being fully here, fully now, and to let our true Self emerge, not by force, but through deep inner allowing.

this week we focus on and explore emotional healing through the release of guilt, particularly how it stems from the deep-seated illusions of separation and original sin. We explore the dynamics between the ego, fear, guilt, and the true self—how they affect the individual experience and the field as a whole.

big ideas *~

healing through mind and perception: emotional healing is not about external circumstances but about shifting perception within the mind. it's about recognizing the false beliefs that underlie the feelings of fear and guilt and choosing to see beyond them.

the illusion of guilt and fear: we follow the thread between guilt, the ego, and the original choice that led to a belief in separation and thus the world of dreams. the false belief that there is a part of God we have been denied (the “forbidden fruit”) is revealed as a root of fear and guilt.

the role of the ego: the ego is presented as the protector of the illusion of separation, using guilt as a tool to prevent us from awakening to the truth of our divine nature. the ego is both the jailor and the jailed, desperately trying to maintain its reality by reinforcing false beliefs.

the choice for love over fear: ultimately, healing is about remembering the truth—that love is the only reality—and shifting from the choice of fear (separation) to the choice of love (oneness). by releasing guilt and fear, we return to our true nature.

the power of perception: the healing process is not about fixing external circumstances or behaviors, but about changing how we perceive and engage with those circumstances. seeing the false as false, and choosing love, aligns us with the divine truth.

this chapter feels like a very intense exploration of the deep emotional and energetic healing that occurs when we address the root of our beliefs.

this week we focus on forgiveness, the great undoing of the world of the dream.

it is a rich exploration of forgiveness as a multidimensional spiritual technology—one that undoes illusion, heals timelines, and restores awareness of unity. through poetic exploration, this chapter reveals forgiveness not as an act of moral leniency, but as a vibrational recalibration: a return to the eternal reality of wholeness.

woven through this piece are powerful metaphors of code, dreams, DNA, and field dynamics—anchoring ancient truths in the language of energy, form, and perception. it is a synthesis of non-dual remembrance and mystical embodiment. it invites us all to see forgiveness as the great equalizer, the soft unwinding of the ego’s grasp on identity, and the sacred key to perceiving the self and the world as One.

forgiveness is not personal, it's structural.

you are not healing from “events” but healing misperception of self.

memory as the ego’s life source—and forgiveness as memory’s dissolution.

the only real healing is of belief in separation.

you can participate with each facet in any order you feel called or go back and forth between them. this is really a space for you to feel empowered and confident to trust in what is coming through for you from within you when you interact with the healings. no interpretation of what comes through your awareness could be wrong, you will see sense feel what is for you for this moment of self. it is all guided by your self in the one spirit. <3

peace be with you and i hope that this is as beautiful and powerful an experience as it is for me. if you feel called to share anything at all, please feel very free to do so, i would love to hear what comes through for you.

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The 6-week journey begins on May 1 - on the Festival of Beltane.
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